Dysphoria

Lifted
Thrown
Shattered
Million pieces
Scattered

Vocalizing
Screaming
Shouting
Unheard

Null
Void
Damp
Mouldy
Unseen

Exhaustion
Hunger

Lost all capabilities of stringing sentences together
Of having any intellectual thought
Incapable of making decent conversation
Disjointed dreams that left me hanging
With morbid thoughts in search of ice cream

Ballooning beyond recognition
Despondent
Shame

Losing my sanity
Crazy

Wanting to break free
From the responsibility
Weighed upon me

Maybe a Gucci bag will make me feel better?
Or LV or Chanel or Loewe?

Just a plastic bag from Carrefour will do
Then torn into two
Makeshift changing base
Which later, you can replace.

Just a cup of coffee will do
The strongest you can brew
Starbucks
Applebees

Just the Muchos Magarita please